Daimonon

I find peace in believing God as a personal experience. The few times I have been in Christian, Catholic and Buddhist collective rituals, I discover no such peace, but a disconcerting humming noise in my head. I have an instinctive ability to reject collective religious experience. And a soreness against evangelists, no matter which religion they are preaching. I simply can't be told what to believe ... I felt it inherently wrong.