I'm a hunter once more.
Let's face the facts. I come to this job, which I quitted after the three months probation was over, because many "sources" told me that I might do good in animation. Piff, my socalled cute drawings! Well, sorry, animation sucks. It's a fucking retard job for well retards! (WARNING: By now you should notice this is more of a Rant entry rather than a substantial insight-mature-reading-"dear-diary"-kinda-fucktard-Xtian-journal entry. So please leave if you can't take Rant, and don't reply with oh-poor-things-sorry-for-you-my-sympathies-kinda-try-again-think-positive bullcrap to Rant if you dunno what the fuck it is.)
Ok, back to the fucking Rant part. Animation is a fucking Dronage! You know what's a drone, rite? So yeah imagine you're a drone, ok, like a bee drone. You make that fucking irritating noice that bees do in the hives. So imagine all your day is to drone. And imagine all your fucking retard colleagues doing the same thing, drone! And all of them are fucking making the same fucking noise! Bee droning! And multiply that droning noice by infinite times! Gazillion Bees Droning In Your Ears! And you are part of the fucking hive, droning with the rest of them! It's a fucking madhouse! After two months, I cracked! I was broken! And I just can't fucking stop myself from pitying myself, and dropped down to cry!
Fuck Malaysian animation! It can go to the deepest, rankiest pit of hell!
I'm a fucking gay artist, and I wanna do something gay (modern and archaic definitions are applied) and well do somethign fucking arty! So God, Universe, Whoever-the-Fuck-You-Are, stop messing with my fucking life and give that Thing to me!
Ok. Rant is over. Let's do something constructive with this fucktard entry. We shall evaluate my strengths and weaknesses. I.Am.A.Fucking.Horny.Gay.Artist. That's it. I like to fuck. So maybe I should be a gay prostitute? I heard if you can take in ten cocks a day, you'll be financial independent in a decade or so. Maybe I should get involved in the pink dollar industries. Like gay boutiques, magazines, and websites. Hmm. Should I gather up a gay portfolio? I like doing sexy guys if you've seen my personal gallery. Maybe I should come up with a whole new way of being gay! I'll fucking rich! Hahaha!
Fuck all this. I'm going to shoot something. Laters.
Friday, August 31, 2007
Friday, August 03, 2007
Update
Nothing new here. Just work work work and work. The pimples from work-related stress are new though. A whole lot of them. I need some potent cleansers. Any suggestions?
So the geofiction/nation roleplaying game Eshraval that I've committed so much time and effort on is closed for good. The creator of the game is apparently sick of the game so that's it. Rite now I'm on another RP board called Fracta Passium [ http://fractapassium.invisionzone.com/index.php? ]. I doubt I've much trust in these games anymore.
The Studio requires every employee to submit a piece of artwork for its submission in the upcoming Comic Fiesta. The artbook is called Doodle. So go and buy one when it's out! For my submission, I've already thought of a theme. It's called the Republic of Operatic Chihuahuas. Vector art. Might be completely done Flash. I dunno. Let's see where it goes. I chose this subject matter because this is a thing I hate. Yeah, it's a bit refreshing to do something you hate instead of doing something you like.
I've also joined a bunch of colleagues in a personal Comic Fiesta artbook project. They gave free rein on what we could do. At the moment I have no obvious preferences but cats are something on my mind. Besides, I'm developing and designing a race of catpeople called the Rau (as in cow). The requirement is minimum 2 painted works and 5 sketches. Yet the payment is the same. So I thought I would submit all 5 painted works, depicting the 5 or combinations of the most important figures and characters in the Raurian nation.
The Rau is also a faction in Fracta Passium. FP is different from Eshraval in the sense that it is a space-opera. Each player plays a faction, which controls one or more systems, including a homeworld of course. Since I have no time to play, I told the game master that I cannot commit so I've established the Rau planetary government as an isolationist faction.
My personal life: well, me and my partner has just purchased a house. But our relationship is a bit shaky at the moment. I am not sure whether this is the good time for such an investment. I have my doubts, but we'll see what time will bring forth.
Ciao.
Tommy
So the geofiction/nation roleplaying game Eshraval that I've committed so much time and effort on is closed for good. The creator of the game is apparently sick of the game so that's it. Rite now I'm on another RP board called Fracta Passium [ http://fractapassium.invisionzone.com/index.php? ]. I doubt I've much trust in these games anymore.
The Studio requires every employee to submit a piece of artwork for its submission in the upcoming Comic Fiesta. The artbook is called Doodle. So go and buy one when it's out! For my submission, I've already thought of a theme. It's called the Republic of Operatic Chihuahuas. Vector art. Might be completely done Flash. I dunno. Let's see where it goes. I chose this subject matter because this is a thing I hate. Yeah, it's a bit refreshing to do something you hate instead of doing something you like.
I've also joined a bunch of colleagues in a personal Comic Fiesta artbook project. They gave free rein on what we could do. At the moment I have no obvious preferences but cats are something on my mind. Besides, I'm developing and designing a race of catpeople called the Rau (as in cow). The requirement is minimum 2 painted works and 5 sketches. Yet the payment is the same. So I thought I would submit all 5 painted works, depicting the 5 or combinations of the most important figures and characters in the Raurian nation.
The Rau is also a faction in Fracta Passium. FP is different from Eshraval in the sense that it is a space-opera. Each player plays a faction, which controls one or more systems, including a homeworld of course. Since I have no time to play, I told the game master that I cannot commit so I've established the Rau planetary government as an isolationist faction.
My personal life: well, me and my partner has just purchased a house. But our relationship is a bit shaky at the moment. I am not sure whether this is the good time for such an investment. I have my doubts, but we'll see what time will bring forth.
Ciao.
Tommy
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