27th March, Tuesday, will be my last day in college. It is the day I'll present my final year project to a group of silly people, who will decide whether I should be let out into the industry or not. When I was writing this, it is 22nd of March, 10:47PM, Thursday. Guess what, I still haven't complete my project!
Someone has to fuck me now. My asshole is ripe and raw, itching. :P Fuck me, please!
College. Let's talk about college. And college education. College was ... brief. Because physics dictates that when you have fun, you have it short and fleeting. When you suffer and grovel on the ground, worrying about the end of the world, you have it long and infinitely. Ok. Back to college. College was ... seriously, I dun quite remember college. All I remember was the people in it. I met a really good friend. She is really sweet. Her name is Efe. Spelling checked. Not Eve. It's Efe. Coz her name is Efelyn. Dun ask me is it spelled that way. It just is. And there was Mr. J. He's really sweet, openminded and compassionate and fun to be with. He is a like a father to me ... one who should be my father ...
Mr. J. He was admitted to hospital recently for heart surgery. Only a few days after his birthday. I should have visited him before. I feel bad. I am a bad student. I should go to his place after the 27th. He's having a hard time paying for his medicine and surgery costs. Maybe I should come up with some money every month for him. I am young. I could always find more money. I need to help him in anyway I could. He's been so kind to me, touched me in ways he didn't know. He's been kind to all his students. I salute this teacher. He deserves a medal for examplary educator.
And then there is Charlene. Intelligent ... and intelligent ... and good person to talk with. XD I like talking to her. I tell her everything. I actually tell everyone everything ... I am an open book. I don't go express my anger everyday, though. In my 3 years time in college, I think I burst 2 times? Maybe less lah. Hahhaa. I dun count leh. But I dun remember there was a time I turned black in my face in front of Charlene. I think most of the time I appear tired lor. Project mah. Haiz. I am thinking of retirement already. :P Ok, ok. Charlene ... hmmm ... hahaha, dunno what to say of her lah! She hardly tell me anything personal wan. XD Always tell me to read her blog. Boring sial. Must hear from own lips mah baru sedap. Kikiki.
Ok. So what is college education? It's an investment lah! Wei, I pay RM30,000 jor you think I dun want some money back ah hah? The bluddy diploma better mean something to my life! Sial!
