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Penguin Cafe

2010-06-03T16:47:00.000+08:00

Recently, I discovered the music of the Penguin Cafe Orchestra. You can read all about them here . My favorite piece of theirs would be Perpetuum Mobile . A piece of melody that I am sure you have heard in many art house films or TV programs since it was first produced.In the wiki article of the PCO, under the History section, there is quotation by the late founder of the group itself. The last

Daimonon

2010-01-14T10:10:00.001+08:00

I find peace in believing God as a personal experience. The few times I have been in Christian, Catholic and Buddhist collective rituals, I discover no such peace, but a disconcerting humming noise in my head. I have an instinctive ability to reject collective religious experience. And a soreness against evangelists, no matter which religion they are preaching. I simply can't be told what to

2009: Happiness

2010-01-02T06:35:00.004+08:00

Well, I wanna set out in this post to tell the Universe what I have learned insofar from my 25 years of living as a human being. It took me 25 years to learn to be happy. Please, laugh. I invite you to. Because it is a source of happiness to be able to entertain others in my own way. :)I want to pay my gratitudes and appreciation to masters of creative visualization like Rhonda Byrne, D.W. Walsch

OITO 003: Gym Bunny

2009-12-13T00:08:00.002+08:00

OITO 002: Plush Fox

2009-11-29T04:10:00.003+08:00

OITO 001: Hoot

2009-11-26T18:31:00.000+08:00

Discipline!

2009-11-26T15:42:00.003+08:00

Discipline, Tommy, discipline! An archer, whose aim is narrow, will let fly an arrow straight and true. Away with distraction. Savor in that delayed gratification. You know you will gain beyond your expectations. Oh, so certain is that truth! So discipline, Tommy, discipline!

Limerence

2008-11-19T00:17:00.004+08:00

A swallow longs for her southern nestA brown field thirsty for the rainMy skin has a dire needFor your fingers' gentle caresses.

Black Thorn

2008-09-16T12:31:00.002+08:00

Black Thorn by ~gingertom84 on deviantARTSee now who is dead and who is alive. The living weeps for the dead, and you should ask why. Simply because the living knows too late the dead had loved him.This is a story of dreams. This is the story of the Black Thorn.You sleep now, and in the deeps of slumber, you see a thorn-tree, black as soot, under the gaze of the crescent moon. Before this tree,

Anger Management

2008-08-09T09:41:00.000+08:00

I've dog crap to deal with every day.I've a husband who doesn't do his part of the laundry.The house is a mess.I'm feeling uncertain, nervous looking for a new job.Since my ibook is stolen, I'm not sure where to begin compiling my portfolio for a job interview.My spouse and I am spending money in more ways than I like.It's a few more weeks to the end of my term at my current workplace.To top it

Goodbye, iBook!

2008-07-22T21:53:00.002+08:00

My iBook G4 was stolen a few months ago. I didn't write about it because I was going thru the bereavement process. Yes, it's more than a fancy gadget to me. It's a gift from my mother with promises of achievement and success in life. It's a habit for me to view it and work it every day since the last 5 years. My entire college life revolves around. My artworks and creativity that filled it.

In the Name of the Empire: Ep. 3

2008-06-30T16:23:00.002+08:00

Spaceport 1, Katarn Prime:"I've bargained my honor in the army to escort you here," said Commander Pacorr Kay Naweth, First Officer of the Katarn Warship Nissardi. "So gimme that big Naweth smile, and a big hug."Desi and Pelra, 6- and 7-year old daughters of Commander Naweth, jumped on their father, ears folded, tails wrapped around their father's waist, sobbing. "C'mon, I wanna see you girls

In the Name of the Empire: Ep. 2

2008-06-30T13:05:00.002+08:00

At the Interstellar Politics forum in Ur, live telecast, public subspace channels :-"... however, Dr. Sangcar, surely even if the assassination did not eventuate, the Katarn Ambassador might not have the aptitude to arrive into a mutually satisfactory agreement in the negotiation table," said Mr. Reglar Irithiss, Chief Operating Officer of the Nadh-Tekal Mining Consortium."You have underestimated

In the Name of the Empire

2008-06-22T20:18:00.003+08:00

"What do you think of my new jacket, Mr. Jamna?" said Ambassador Jarcorr."It looks representative of the Katarn people, Mr. Ambassador," replied his aide.Jarcorr raised his left brow, looking annoyed. "Mr. Jamna, I was fishing for flattery even though it does not become you. I'm looking to be amused. A nervous diplomat needs amusement.""Perhaps I can press the jacket again for you.""You're not

Eternal Sun

2008-05-02T17:49:00.001+08:00

[ Eternal Sun ] My latest work. One of my online friend even noticed my "quantum" leap progress. I'd dare say I did make a leap in my skills' progress! I feel almost fearless ... Determination is the key, my friends. Keep getting it right, keep practicing, and one day, like where I am now, you'd be no longer afraid of what you could do and where you could go.

Love Without Hesitation

2008-04-18T18:13:00.001+08:00

WorkWork is a bitch, but I'm getting used to it. This is where I'm working at now: http://www.craft-haven.com . Meh manager and I am gonna buff and spruce the website up one of these days ... Everything is new to me in the store. I've not work in a retail setting before. But when you made a sale, you know that money goes into your pocket. It's satisfying. Not to mention all the interesting

Smitten

2007-12-12T23:28:00.000+08:00

Two jobs each with a glanconer. I'm fucked. I want both.Fun fact: A glanconer is a Scottish elven knight believed to be responsible for the disappearances of maidens and mysterious impregnations. He's said to be honey-tongued, and such a master in the erotic arts that no maiden bedded with him would want a mortal lover.

Flower

2007-12-12T02:44:00.000+08:00

I've recently read the latest entry of this blog belonging to a friend. It's the same tale happening once more. A life that was never lived. A flower never allowed to blossom completely.You see, I don't want to repeat the same story upon myself i.e. work to live. I am frighten by it. I want to enjoy work so that I could live. Really live. And not be a drone. Being told that my performance is not

Mio Nemico | Princess Fantaghiro

2007-12-11T15:21:00.002+08:00

I practically grew up with the Fantaghiro sequence. Each episode is a complete 2-hour film. The MV is made by someone, a video I just wanted to show you how much I'm affected by the fantasy masterpiece. An Italian production based on an Italian medieval legend about a tomboy princess went about to save her man-in-distress. It was aired on Malaysia national TV during my childhood times. I think

Iqram 001

2007-12-10T21:25:00.001+08:00

Iqram 001 by ~gingertom84 on deviantART

Holy Cat Bible

2007-12-06T22:13:00.001+08:00

I wrote it: Iqram

I Am Guilty

2007-11-26T17:27:00.001+08:00

I am guilty–of having habits.Habits are what everyone has, you may say. But these are things I'm certainly I'm unhappy with. Lemme list my wrongdoings for you.I'm notorious for being emotional. Jumping to conclusions. Being an assuming asshole. Wanting something from my boyfriend without stating a request–or having expectations on him, which is absolutely unrightful. I've not been examplary so I

The Voice of Our Rainforest

2007-10-29T17:11:00.001+08:00

How is it all okay?http://amp.channelv.com/AkarUmbi Here I was listening to a very old woman who died in 1999 singing about the forgotten forest songs and tales of the Temuan people. I could bet most of you don't even know who are the Temuan. You would know them as Orang Asli, the Indigenous People, a convenient group label to destroy the identities of individual ethnicities. Malaysians largely

Sounds of Bliss

2007-10-27T16:35:00.001+08:00

So I've been tinkering my right-side bar so that you can read my blog while listening to a really, really nonintrusive, soul-soothing, evening song. But it won't play when I click play in my bar, but it works fine in its host website. Sounds of BlissAnyways, I really like you to listen to it, because I actually have a soft copy of Bliss's album called Quiet Letters. And I'm telling you it's not

The Only Venomous Mammal

2007-10-24T00:05:00.000+08:00

From Wikipedia.org:Many portions of the Wonderland tales can be tied only to sheer whimsy, and while Carroll's life observations do make themselves obvious from time to time, it is possible that "The Walrus and the Carpenter" is not one of them: Carroll's character The Duchess said in Alice's Adventures in Wonderland that "everything's got a moral, if only you can find it".Go to: http://

Transformers Buffalaxed!

2007-10-23T16:50:00.001+08:00

Go to: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MSsXlRytRDs

When It Washes

2007-10-22T03:42:00.000+08:00

Red Falls by =jerryhazard on deviantARTThis is an absolutely stunning piece of work! How accidents create art!

Good

2007-10-18T23:04:00.002+08:00

Creative visualization. I've watched it in The Secret™, and I've read it in a book of that title by Shakti Gawain. It's a term that's been publicized for decades, and only today I truly understand and know what it can do for me.I am a transformed man. I realized now I am a radiant being. :) And that there is always enough for all in the Universe. In that I am always grateful. In that spirit of

Isis + Anubis

2007-10-08T16:43:00.000+08:00

Recently, like some months back, I've been using the name of Isis since I bought this magical tome from Borders, KL: http://www.hermeticfellowship.org/Iseum/The_Book.htmlI'm largely attracted to Her, firstly, due to my boyfriend's usage of Her Name in some of his more important magical workings (so it could have been subconsciously imbued into my mind / in case u asked, my bf and I each pursue

Hunter Again

2007-08-31T14:26:00.000+08:00

I'm a hunter once more.Let's face the facts. I come to this job, which I quitted after the three months probation was over, because many "sources" told me that I might do good in animation. Piff, my socalled cute drawings! Well, sorry, animation sucks. It's a fucking retard job for well retards! (WARNING: By now you should notice this is more of a Rant entry rather than a substantial

Update

2007-08-03T13:13:00.000+08:00

Nothing new here. Just work work work and work. The pimples from work-related stress are new though. A whole lot of them. I need some potent cleansers. Any suggestions?So the geofiction/nation roleplaying game Eshraval that I've committed so much time and effort on is closed for good. The creator of the game is apparently sick of the game so that's it. Rite now I'm on another RP board called

Drowning Porpoise

2007-06-24T20:14:00.000+08:00

I saw a porpoise beachedOn a starfish-looking eveWhat come is not what I look forBut I go to the porpoise strandedOn coarse sand just beyond reachOf his original lifeI looked into his teary eyesAnd I asked, "Why are you here?"And he said, "I was looking,""What are you looking for?""I was looking for life."So I was amusedAnd the whole world should be"Isn't your life in the sea?"Then the porpoise

Four Types of Painkiller I Was Given

2007-06-02T16:04:00.000+08:00

I was hospitalized on the first day on the job. I was given four shots and put on the drip. This is what happened.The night before Friday, I stay awake till 2AM trying to brush up my Flash commands. And then I woke up at 7AM, getting ready for work at 9AM. I had a small of cake, which was obviously not enough for my rather large appetite. So I went off to work hardly full, tired, sleepy and

Golden Forest Spirit

2007-05-31T02:45:00.000+08:00

Golden Forest Spirit by ~gingertom84 on deviantART

Employed, Finally!

2007-05-29T15:55:00.000+08:00

I've found a job!Visit the studio's site: http://animasia-studio.com/I was hoping for some conceptual responsibilities, but well, I'm a fresh graduate, and I'm not from animation background. :P (graphic design mah) So I'll be doing, as my interviewer i.e. the Animation Director himself says, the in-betweens. I understand the term as tweening from Macromedia Flash™ (which is the very software the

I Am A Fireball! Hoozaa!!

2007-05-22T16:01:00.000+08:00

Take the Magic: The Gathering 'What Color Are You?' Quiz.

Unemployed/Relaxed

2007-05-19T04:08:00.000+08:00

It's been well over a month and a half, and I've yet to land on a job.The truth is I am reluctant to get a job. All my effort has been a little and small. I have a diploma in graphic design, so I am supposed to get a career in the graphic design field or at least related to it.Lemme justify my procrastinating habit a bit.The horror stories of the advertising and graphic working environment are

Stolen Moments

2007-04-01T20:32:00.004+08:00

Stolen moments,I met gods between seconds,I walked the twilight road,But before I thought I was alone,In that dusky road,I saw beautiful Apollo,And he was gonebefore I know who he was.In that stolen moment,Our eyes met,Can you believe a love storyCould unfold between seconds?I cannot believefor I've lived itWalking that dusky roadWhere I met beautiful Apollo.O Eros TrueshotThou art crueller than

Last Days in College

2007-03-23T00:06:00.000+08:00

27th March, Tuesday, will be my last day in college. It is the day I'll present my final year project to a group of silly people, who will decide whether I should be let out into the industry or not. When I was writing this, it is 22nd of March, 10:47PM, Thursday. Guess what, I still haven't complete my project!Someone has to fuck me now. My asshole is ripe and raw, itching. :P Fuck me, please!

24/7 Horny

2007-01-26T17:34:00.000+08:00

My sex life is so sorry, so non-existing, that I cannot help but keep thinking about sex 24/7. Yeah, call me a slut, bitch, sodomite, whatever awful label or remark you could throw at me. I dare you! But this is my state of mind at the moment.I tried everything. Masturbation. Cold shower. Being busy. But when I sit down and relax, I want someone to touch every square inch of my skin! Man, I wish

Rhash Sworddancer

2006-08-03T19:50:00.000+08:00

I love drawing this one! I simply feel so satisfied drawing it even before I get to finish it. Androgyny+sworddance+catpeople is so ... divine. I'm gonna draw more. :D

I'm a Mystic

2006-07-18T11:55:00.000+08:00

You scored as Mystic. You are a Mystic. Practical magic isn't really your thing; you much prefer to take the inner roads to self-development and spiritual evolution. You find ecstasy in meditative silence and commune with the divine without aid of any church or religious leader to guide you. You will seek the light of heaven in your own way, even if that way is not apparent to the casual

void

2006-05-10T02:27:00.000+08:00

meaningless — everything

China Has No Animal Rights

2006-03-02T20:36:00.000+08:00

http://msnbbs.mop.com/read,fktt,543163,0.html

Mystic Theurge, I Am

2006-02-21T13:06:00.000+08:00

Mystic Theurge 14% Combativeness, 23% Sneakiness, 64% Intellect, 69% Spirituality Brilliant and spiritual! You are a Mystic Theurge!Score! You have a prestige class. A prestige class can only be taken after you�ve fulfilled certain requirements. This may mean that you�re an exceptionally talented person, but it probably doesn't.The Mystic Theurge is a combination of a cleric and a mage.

Black Shepherd

2006-02-21T12:52:00.000+08:00

I'm the one who swallows heartsOne who whispers in your earsOne who revels in bloody furyOne who laughs before tearsYour tears, your tears,I drink them as my elixir!Your sobing, your moaning,Larks and harps to me ears!Have fear, have fearSee shadows out of your windowEmbrace the cold, be aloneLet me have you all by myselfWander, wander,Lost, forgotten, drenchedI'm the black shepherdWho sups on

Man's Day

2006-02-04T22:48:00.000+08:00

Just dropping by to greet you all ...[b]HAPPY BIRTHDAY![/b]It's the 7th day of the First Chinese Lunar Month of the Year of the Dog! Basically the Chinese has been counting the years since the mythical Shang Dynasty so this year it has to be some thing of 4000-ish. I'm not sure. The Gregorian Calendar seems to play a more important role in our daily lives. We leave the 'lunacy' to astrologers.

2006-01-04T13:29:00.000+08:00

Tis my work. Like it? :D

Kitten Blanket

2006-01-02T06:35:00.000+08:00

KITTEN BLANKETThere is this strange lil' ginger tom floating in space amongst the stars and many-ringed planets with his head in a fishbowl. He looks quite surprise, the poor kitty, as if he was just newly whisked into being where he is right now. He desperately scratches the vacuum like a cat slipping down a slanted glass that is far too big for a cat to land on the ground soon. The more he

Jazz Out

2005-12-29T04:08:00.001+08:00

I wanted to post something but I justcouldn't find what to say.I'm bored. I'm sleepless.Time flies. Dumbly staring into the computer.Maybe I just wanted the attention.Maybe I need to attend a classon flower-arrangement or yoga.But I do have a lot to do in my handsand head. I've got worlds to create,art commissions to complete,books to read, things to draw,past assignments that needed

Smile, Please

2005-11-23T15:30:00.000+08:00

A baby born crying Relatives cheered A man died smiling Relatives mourned An angel smiles The mob curses A demon smiles The mob goes high A kitten drowned A boy looked A soldier falls An enemy rejoices A lamb stewed An ewe alone A girl counts to 10 A boy counts to none A man eating A woman starving Someone homeless Someone climbs mountains A singer sings A beggar begs I see and hear My friend

The Problem with Homosexuality

2005-06-28T14:12:00.000+08:00

The problem is the existence of homosexuality is viewed as a threat to the institution of the Family. Politicians in the West & theocrats in the East are using this very reason to condemn homosexuality. Because the Family is the basic unit that made up the foundations of the State and the Church. Without a proper order, and consistent definition of family, the conventions of the State and the

Pati

2005-04-25T14:52:00.000+08:00

Is there a place for such a thing as ghastly as a werefeline? It cannot be so for this thing must, and I exert must, only exist in the active imagination of psychotic patients. Patients are what those people who think themselves as werefelines. Patient comes from the Latin word 'pati' of which means suffer. And it makes one wonder that the word passion comes from the same Latin root 'pati'. So it

Summer Fields

2005-04-14T09:57:00.000+08:00

White tulips bloom across a paved roadGolden rays shone into my glad faceWhite ship with white sails and winged prowI made my crossing over the sea of sorrowGreat meadow in a dispersion of green and goldWe dance around the May-poleFor we sang too with the young and oldSweet dreams can be trueYour gentle touch and sugar kiss make my dayFor then I twirl and the cherubs play their harpsAnd I was

Altar

2005-04-08T14:16:00.000+08:00

I don't believe in worship. I believe in sincerity. I believe in love. As we would love the things we made with our own hands, the Divine would love too. And I appreciate the Divine giving me this ability to feel as the Divine feels. My feelings towards the Divine is more of a friendship, a partnership, a loving relationship, rather than worship.That is why I don't agree with altars. Material

Sadness Is In the Air

2005-04-06T12:05:00.000+08:00

Sadness is in the air. Everyone I know seems to be in this sadistic mood it seems. Even I feel it too. 1 billion Catholics are mourning for the passing of the Pope John Paul II. Guess it would effect the global consciousness, as we are all apart of it.(='.'=)GT

Homo Homo

2005-04-01T14:22:00.000+08:00

Michelle: Kel', what do you think of men?Kelly: Men are dogs, that's what they are.Michelle: What about gay men?Kelly: Bitches.Michelle: Why do you say that? I know lots of gay men, and they are kinda sweet people to be friends with.Kelly: When you have a gay man for an ex, you'll know what I mean. I think calling them bitches is too mild for an insult.Michelle: You've had a ... gay boyfriend?

kit crab

2005-03-31T16:42:00.000+08:00

cat cat kitty cat went down to the beach to catch crabby crab cat cat kitty cat caught a nasty crab and ate it up yum! cat cat kitty cat kitty cat purr purr tummy full sweet dream (='.'=)GT

carbonated

2005-03-23T13:05:00.000+08:00

i a need of thirstmy blood rushes into the deepsof nothingnesshead in heavenheart in lifesoul in cosmic blurnessi have no compassno wickedness enoughto compell the dog starto drink coca-colawhat is pepsi-colasilly ashoka

Unconditional Love

2005-03-04T14:27:00.000+08:00

Unconditional Love exists when (according to N.D. Walsch "Friendship with God") the things below are not present:1. Need2. Expectation3. DoubtHe (or God) had reasoned that when you love some one for the sake of something in return e.g. loyalty, fidelity, money, etc. then that is not unconditional love.Expectation comes from need. When you expect some one to act as a person should to your love,

i'm a cat

2005-03-03T16:31:00.000+08:00

i'm a catchewing too much catnipmy left eye is the Sunmy right eye is the Moonmy head is crowned with Starsmy heart dances in the rhythm of the Universei'm a catchewing too much catnipsailing on a barge towards the gate of darkunder my left forepaw is the frog of lifeunder right forepaw is the mouse of thiefmy tail is entangled with wires of thornsi'm a catchewing too much catnip(='.'=)GT

da Vince at Your Side

2005-02-25T14:39:00.000+08:00

Imagine the great Leonardo da Vinci is sitting by your side, while you are painting a picture using Photoshop or some other graphic painting software. In the middle of your work, you decided to ask da Vinci's opinion on your unfinished work. And then, da Vinci, seeing somewhere wrong with your art piece, immediately picked up his brush and oil pigment palette, and dashed upon your very expensive

Wyrm

2005-01-28T13:20:00.001+08:00

Yesterday morning, 6.30 am, I was about to get out of the house for school. But when I was about to open the door, there it was, a worm!!! A nasty lil thing with a black slick body, about the size of a rubber band cut into a thread, and wriggling all about when I touched it! Mom immediately told me to burn it! "Burn the wyrm!" said the Queen Mother. "Burn the wyrm!" And the Knight in shining

willow

2005-01-25T13:43:00.000+08:00

willow whiskers in the water swaying and flowing calmly and soothing birds and insects singing and dancing cool and gentle breeze my how beautiful you are my dear Zephyr your hands in my hair and handsome Apollo in my face this would be life to me

Luplup

2005-01-17T13:50:00.000+08:00

One of these days I ought to write down whatever there was in my mind whenever there's a moment of inspiration. Now that I remembered what I wanted to write but I've lost the 'umph', the emotions to write that idea. Hai. What a waste.

Illegal Fireworks

2005-01-01T16:36:00.000+08:00

When I was reading the news, my first thought was that the New Year celebration should be cancelled in light of all these deaths and people in pain. The day after, the paper actually wrote that the Prime Minister had given orders to all states to cancel NY plans and fireworks permits. Kudos to the PM! Instead, he ushered all state mosques, churches, Buddhist, Hindu and Taoist temples to hold NY

Hinduism

2004-12-18T20:25:00.000+08:00

Hinduism By Joseph Campbell I imagine that when one thinks of Indian philosophy the first thought is of yoga. The great classical text of yoga is that of the sage Patanjali: the Yoga Sutras, "Thread or Guiding Thread to Yoga." At the opening of this amazing work, we find the following definition-and I want to start with this, because it is a very important point: "Yoga is the intentional

Review: Sophia Morgana

2004-12-15T13:56:00.000+08:00

Currently in my holidays, I'm writing a story on a girl named Sophia, living in a world where sci-fi and fantasy are joined in holy matrimony. Well, actually, she has many names; Ainalile, Sophia Morgana, and Alistair. She returned to her Grandmother in the Highlands, and met her long lost childhood friend. Her friend a man now, a researcher of pathology and herbology. Not only her faithfulness

Flesh & Bones

2004-12-07T15:43:00.000+08:00

The other day I was walking to my bf in MidValley Megamall. While I was on my way, I pass along a perfume booth, you know, those setup in the courts as if for exhibition, but NOT. And these kinda things, they usually hire especially stylish, if not extraordinarily good-looking (or gorgeous), people as promoters. My eyes were caught by a very dashing one; body fit white shirt, stylish pants, and

Odd Rabbi Out

2004-12-02T14:39:00.000+08:00

These four rabbis had a series of theological arguments, and three were always in accord against the fourth. One day, the odd rabbi out, after the usual "3 to 1, majority rules" statement that signified that he had lost again, decided to appeal to a higher authority. "Oh, God!" he cried. "I know in my heart that I am right and they are wrong! Please give me a sign to prove it to them!" It was a

Cupid & Psyche

2004-11-30T14:58:00.000+08:00

There once lived the most beautiful girl in the world. She was born into a royal family, and had two elder sisters. Psyche was her name. She made her father’s city a pilgrim’s destination for her beauty was known far and wide, and many people came to see her. When they saw her and returned, they would come again to worship her divine beauty. This of course enraged Venus the Goddess of Beauty and

Lulu

2004-11-30T13:12:00.000+08:00

Today is like a white sheet of paper With no markings of semen whatsoever I have no desire to quench the earth For the earth is exploding with dazzles And crumbling into dust And the mites eat it. Who is it that knocks at the door? Isn't he who claim the crown An elephant-footed man! How disastorous! How ridiculous! To hell and let the red flame Burn forever in water and flower ... O how lovely

On A Wednesday of Strawberry Kings

2004-11-26T15:56:00.000+08:00

A fish in a bowl of feathers with hay and fire. A hailstorm has come, what are you going to do but pee on a bushfire. Kill yourself, kill me as well, And you will get all the treasures of Troy And toys and boys, and make love for ever and more. Love me, love yourself not, What is there to fell but reeds in the Nile, And so many miles ahead to the Blue Mountains, Where love-birds and

Magecraft

2004-11-23T09:05:00.000+08:00

Power is everywhere. How do one come to tap it? How do one come to use it? Is it rightful to use it for obscene and petty reasons? Power is everywhere: from above, below, around, inside you and others. To tap Power, one must be capable of sincere faith and complete knowing of his thoughts and actions. One often hear that believing is what makes Power real. I say not. Believe is merely

Divine Knowledge

2004-11-19T17:06:00.000+08:00

Who can tell me things That one thing is right And the other wrong? Who can tell me these And I deem he blasphemer For how can there be a right How can there be a wrong When all things are Absolute When all things come from One Source When all things are made Have been made before Have been thought of Have been loved? If all things were loved Are loved Will be loved Then how can we not love All

Three Sticks

2004-11-18T13:36:00.000+08:00

sometimes i think i'm going crazee ... from time to time, i'll have a crush on tis guy and that and sometimes i'll have a crush on two guys at the same time i guess i'm the living embodiment of love that lasts forever ... becoz i'm always in love with so many people ... or izzit that i have a hyper sex drive? but i always have tis urge to care, to be concerned, to worry to notice, to be aware

CAT PHRASE MEANINGS

2003-11-24T12:28:00.000+08:00

CAT PHRASE MEANINGS ========== ======= miaow Feed me. meeow Pet me. mrooww I love you. Miioo-oo-oo I am in love and must meet my betrothed outside beneath the hedge. Don't wait up. mrow I feel like making noise. rrrow-mawww Please, the time is come to tidy the cat box. rrrow-miawww I have remedied the cat box untidiness by shoveling the contents as far out of the box as was practical.

so idle ...

2003-11-20T12:15:00.000+08:00

another meaningless day. i feel my time is gone waste. why am i not doing anything useful??? whatz wrong with me??? i think i need some boost or a even a smoke. but i don't smoke, do i??? blur day ... what a day ... need some form of stimulant or i'll be damned in this muserable day of boredom and idleness.

samhain is today

2003-10-31T11:54:00.000+08:00

yay!!! merry samhain to me. ;-) anyway, this festival is not celebrated widely in my country. but there is other thing which is a good cause for celebration. i've just finished my last exam paper!!! yay!!!! and i'll get to meet arwin, my bf, later this evening. :-) haven't seen him for almost a week now. miss him soooooooo much, my hunny munchkin. :-) and he promised to tell me all about the REAL

a needie life

2003-10-30T11:04:00.000+08:00

i've got something to say but i just can't figure out to say which first. love? religion? sex? ppl are always engrossed with what to say. everyday, we have this dire need to communicate with other ppl but how necessary can it be??? sometimes we just speak for the sake of speaking. life is all about solving needs. solving needs give us mortal souls a purpose in life. or else, if we have no needs

animalis fantasium

2003-10-29T18:08:00.000+08:00

dragons & unicorns, gryphons & phoenixes, beasts that live forever, unlike mortal critters of reality, for they dwell in the hearts, and, feed on the imagination of men.

2003-10-29T17:42:00.000+08:00

yippie!!! my first bloggie!!! (='.'=)